did what i always do to celebrate my existence and went to kbbq and karaoke with my friends for my bday last night. saw a tiny rainbow on my way there so i took it as a good sign.

my sister ordered the va-11 hall-a pop parade for me but i don't know when they are shipping it. it is going to be a happy surprise lol. justin got me some halloween sanrio squishmallows and kayla gave me ana abiyedh scarlett. i'm so surprised that she figured out what kind of perfume i would like even though we became friends recently. she said she thought about my personality when she chose it and i thought that was really sweet.

i love my friends so much and i am so happy that i got to spend the day with them. really, i am so grateful to have so many people that love me. i am the luckiest girl in the world.

went to the goth club for the first time last night with lee! i met her at take a break and she is so cute. i think her music taste aligns with mine a lot more than maybe almost anyone i have met. maybe it is because we have the same sun and moon signs? hmm. her outfit was so pretty aaaaaa. i didn't realize until after i got home that we didn't take any photos together and i'm kinda sad about it lol. i used to be so good at documenting my memories. idk what is happening to me.