in 2020 i was so broken that i convinced myself that i would never find romantic love. i remember thinking that before i went to sleep and then i had this freaky ass astral projection experience so i kinda have to believe that it's inevitable that i eventually find someone. i'm not going to give up. this was after my kundalini awakening started so weird spiritual shit started becoming normal but this still freaked me out because of how clear and loud the voice was and how it felt physically lol.