april 19, 2025
i wandered into a deeper dreamspace. it's harder to recall meaningful things, i think because i'm not used to how much i encountered and how rapidly it progressed. someone looking at my last.fm scrobbles and judging me. a guy who bought games from my sister and bragged about how much more they are worth now than when he bought them from her. pulling an oracle card for my dad. my sister told me he really liked it and wanted to keep it. i asked her which one it was but could only remember that it had the number 18 on it. i think the most important detail was that i found my shoes when i wasnt aware i was even looking for them.
april 18, 2025
working at the icecream shop. my sister asked me to make a sundae with everything combined. i ended up making a matcha brownie sundae and she was really happy with it. before i went to sleep i was discussing ideas for her tarot spread.
april 15, 2025
the energy was sexual but the interaction was foggy and dreamlike. telling me to listen. actively making sure not to interupt even though i knew what was going to be said because of a premonition.
talks about goals while looking at a dollhouse. unfair comparisons. accidentally saying the wrong age but immediately realizing it. i am not 31 but i guess i was in 2023 and maybe that is important.
trying to control the direction of lightning strikes. there was a cat i think.
april 9, 2025
i was at a brunch place in new york with plum. it was hard to read the menu because dreams are weird.
i ordered a matcha latte because i saw a picture on the menu and the waitress recommended a cake so i got that too.
after i took my first bite of the cake, one of the walls beside me was lowered and the room was filled with water.
i swam until the water was gone. i lost my shoes. i was on my way back to find them and a nice girl gave me a glittery blue drink.
(ó﹏ò｡) trying to figure out why i keep losing my shoes in my dreams
april 7, 2025
i was walking at night with serenity. there was a big slide that i had to go on. there was no way around it on the path. i took a picture and made a diary note about the slide in my phone because i thought it was cool. after this i had trouble keeping up with serenity and my feet hurt. we ended up at a restaurant. i realized i wasnt wearing my shoes anymore and concluded i must have taken them off when i went on the slide. i made it a point to keep my bare feet hidden so that they wouldnt tell me that i couldnt go into the restaurant. a random man sat at the table and started eating my appetizer and kept trying to talk to me but i couldnt speak his language.
april 7, 2025
elevators in dreams are always terrifying for some reason. especially the glass ones.
i didnt wait for you. i didnt get off on the floor that i was supposed to. i accidentally ascended an extra level.
glad this was an easy to understand message for once lol
march 24, 2025
i saw you signing your name with a heart.
"awaken. awaken."
a hand gesture. when i looked it up it was the uttarabodhi mudra.
march 20, 2025
in between the dream world and this one i received a message: the star. one of my favorite tarot cards. maybe it is because i am an aquarius rising but i think i love it even more because it follows the tower. i can't wait to become who i am meant to be
december 8, 2024
two owls in a refrigerator. one of them was injured.
i asked if we should keep the owls in there
i went back to bed upstairs to grab my phone to look it up
a lizard crawled under the blanket. it bit my foot and i woke up
december 5, 2024
i dont remember too much. kyle was leaving somewhere and i asked him to leave some form of communication open. my fuzzy dream brain knew that an address or something wouldnt work. communicating with ghosts can only happen in that world
december 4, 2024
lots of pills? everyone kept wanting to take them from me and thats why they were being nice to me i think.
a girl at a party was sad because she needed concealer so i gave her some. she seemed like she didn't want to actually be friendly with anyone. a different girl came into the room later and gave me a bottle of pills that i had left somewhere and i was happy because i said i needed them. i was trying to figure out where to hide them. through this part of the dream the first girl started being friendly with me and i kept feeling like i had to hide the pills but i couldnt figure out where. i felt like i especially had to hide them from her.
went to the back of a restaurant kitchen with some different girl and she was trying to get a free drink from someone. i think she was my friend. a man that she knew told her not yet because no one had ordered anything yet so to check later. he smiled at me and said it was nice to meet me. he seemed interested in me.
a different man came out with us and we were walking in a hallway back to a classroom and he said i was average looking so he didnt understand why everyone thinks im so pretty. i told him my nose bridge and my eyes i guess? idk my face is nice. we went to the classroom. he told me to write a list of what was so pretty about me because he was going to help me. i felt suspicious of him. i didnt think he wanted to help me but i wanted to convince him because he was mean to me. i couldnt write on the first page because it was colored on already and i couldnt see my writing well. all i had to do was turn the page but once i did time ran out and the bell was ringing to leave. he asked me why i didnt do it because he said he would help me and i told him it just felt like time went too fast and the paper was messed up. i opened my backpack and he noticed that i had pills and seemed very interested in them and i shoved them further in the bag.
november 13, 2023
i was carrying a massive fish and i was trying to get it cut open because for some reason doing so would cover up the work i hadn't done that i was supposed to do
march 28, 2021
we were at some sort of camp outside of a mansion and me, serenity, and skye all had different colored rilakkuma pans and we were baking with them
january 15, 2021
this was just the very end of it bc i know a lot of other things happened before but this was more distinct. I was on a downward escalator leaving an airport and on the way out and there was a child in front of me walking alone struggling to carry his belongings bc he kept dropping them. he kept calling to his dad for help, but he was in a hurry/frustrated and ignored him. this woman saw them and yelled asking who his parents were and he ignored her too and kept walking. some other woman grabbed his hand and helped him carry his things and said she was the mother(i got the feeling she wasnt and just thought he needed help)
and then i was propelled forward into right in front of her body(felt like a ghost going WHOOSH LOL) and she had gotten into a fight with the woman that yelled and she was whimpering and had just
looked at herself and realized she was covered in glass and that she was dying and said "oh? ohhhh." i woke up after watching her die. before i got on the escalator
i was wandering around gathering my things from everywhere after getting off of a plane. for some reason they were scattered all over the place and i had to keep going on weird mini missions to
get them like one at a time to put into a suitcase. I dont really remember those well though.
december 28, 2020
me and 2 random ppl had giant crystals stuck in our bodies and i had to cast spells to remove them and fight a giant monster
why am i always in groups of 3 in my dreams 0.o
december 25, 2020
yesterday i had a dream that steven and gavin had really fucking cool anime figures that could move around and they were trying to help me get one at a store but someone tried STABBING ME bc it was the last one. there was a lot of running on rooftops after that
december 6, 2020
1. i was running away from some woman and i was with a group. i just remember arranging 6 tarot cards in order to tell a story and to pass it on to someone else outside before we got caught so they would know what happened to us
2. i was hiding a dead body and my mom was reassuring me that no one would find out and that she would help me get rid of pieces over time
september 27, 2020
dreams inside of dreams. my sister was talking to me about the times and worlds crossing over each other and I was like "huh?" and then she was like "oh nevermind" so i was like "no I knew what you meant" and then she was like "then what are we going to do about it" and I got scared and made myself wake up for real this time
it had a very "this world is ending" feeling that I've been avoiding because it's complicated
i do remember doing a lot of things to confirm I was awake and believing them and being wrong